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I Came. I Saw. I Conquered.

People called me a slut and I wanted to kill myself… I thought about it everyday but I would act like I was the happiest girl out there. I would just break down at times, and I felt like nobody cared. Fear and pain ate me alive. It was as if I was drowning and could never escape. I kept thinking, I could just end it right now and all the pain would be gone. I experienced all of this because of one stupid mistake involving a guy. I’m sorry but one mistake shouldn’t define an entire person’s life. At some point in life, everyone has their naive years. Mine just happened to be freshman year of high school. I hated going to school. Facing all those people who would tease me and make harsh remarks everyday. I couldn’t take it. Dreading my life all the way to its core. Then one day, it came to me. Why should I care about other’s opinions of me? The only opinion that should matter to me, Is my own. I knew that I wasn’t a slut. I knew I deserved better. And I knew I was strong. It’s been 2 years since then and I am completely satisfied with myself. I have high self esteem, amazing friends who would do anything for me, and I’m a straight A student with a promising future ahead of me. No one can take those away from me. And I won’t let them. The reason I’m telling you this is because I want you to know you are not alone. You are NEVER alone. Whether you’re experiencing physical or emotional pain, I know you can conquer it. You are sometimes stronger than you think. Give your self a chance and realize there is atleast ONE person who cares if you’re gone. And remember: I came. I saw. I conquered.

We all have a weak point in life. We act like we are fine, but deep down, we are Broken. Destroyed. Hurt. We all need to stay strong. In order to forget, we must forgive. Forgive the ones who brought you down. Forgive the ones who hurt you the most. Forgive everyone. We all need to be happy because after all, life is a gift given to us, and we can’t take it for granted. Especially since we only have one life to live.

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